And so! I didn't keep my word, and my blog hasn't been updated. Bravo

Seriously, i'm always doing the wrong things at the wrong time!!!!!!!! Like how i have three projects to work on now but there are windows with non-related-to-work webpages like facebook, twitter (Uhuh, i actually tweet now. It was inactive for about a week but i just revived it, which prolly proved my point about doing wrong things at the wrong time, AGAIN ) and yeah, this Weblog entry too. &lesson's at 8am tmr?!?!?! Can forget about sleeping already. Sigh, RWPS I can only associate it with the word boring luh! Grrr. A 3-hour lesson which starts at 8am, can seriously suck you dry Oh wait! I just remembered something!! There's no MR tutorial tmr!!!!! Means my school ends at 12pm!!!!!!!!!!! Means can go home rest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O: O: O: I know right, i'm like spamming exclaimation marks. But i couldn't resist it!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so excited somehow! Hahahahahaha. Okay, i think i should calm down now, for school might not even end so early tmr because of projects Sianzxzxzxzxzxz, so excited for nothing

And damn suay, I'm actually surviving on a mobile broadband instead cos when i've reached home, i was informed that the internet was down down down. ZOMG just so you know, Sunday night, I laosai-ed until damn jialat. I went in and out of the toilet 3/4 times during the World Cup Finals plz!!!! Btw, I went w Paul the Octopus this time and sure enough, Spain won!!!! ^^ (Stupid useless parakeet, die) Watching soccer wasn't that bad actually. The tactics like floorball like that!! Quite interesting, watching them attack and defend. & i still had a companion to watch with! Hehe. (Y) experience minus the need-to-chiong-to-toilet-and-laosai-part. I swear my asshole was splitting. Cry.

Somehow i cannot heck care whenever i see someone in a bad mood. I have a tendency to ask why, idk. I will wanna understand why that person is feeling that way, i want to find out and i hope that by finding out i might be able to make that person feel better and happier. I like it when everyone's able to click happily with each other. No cold wars, disputes to the minimum. I dont like it when friends of mine have disputes and are angry with each other. I hate it. But it happens. And the worst thing, i can't do much. It sucks to be helpless. As friends, all these shouldn't be happening, no? :/

I guess sometimes when you can't do anything to make the person feel better, you just got to rely on others to make that happen. Sigh. 

It's gonna be a sleepless night today yo.

It's like we all had better days
Problems getting all up in your face
Just because you go through it
Don't mean it got to take control, no.

9 days to Cheerobics or rather Cheerleading Championships. Idk. All i know is that i will be praying even harder these few days. For those taking exams, those injured and those whose competitions are nearing too. I'll pray hard for you Su! Just like what you did for me  It's the competition season again. I thought i would be able to escape it this year. But unfortunately not:/ Grahhhh. Got to just face it once again

Training now.
Toodles.

Things get better
Through whatever
If you fall, dust it off, don't let up

Enough of that picture.
I recently skyped with Daryl again and we seemed to communicate a lot via our rhythmic coughing. But that's not the point. Point is, skyping = final year exams have begun!!!!!! PACC, FOM and Dip Plus down. PACC was just one word - Horrid. I don't wish to even elaborate on it for it was just too devastating for me. Grahhhhhhhhhh ): ECONS and STATS on Mon and Tue and then it will all be over. No wait, what all? It's just exams that's over. There's still gonna be intensive training immediately after exam's week and then followed by the major event of The Cheerobics on the 20th. Just when you thought phew, you can finally take a break and enjoy a KitKat, you have to wake up your idea and start planning, sourcing for logistics and doing preparation work for FOC. Gosh, everything just seems to be never ending and just the thought of it is enough to suffocate me. Idk why, but i'm overwhelmed. Overwhelmed by how my life is turning out to be.

Gone are the days when you would go straight home after school, put down your bag, switch on your tv, insert your favourite disney show tape (cinderella!!!!), find a comfy spot and enjoy the show even if it's the 57th time you're watching it. Like hello? I don't even find myself having time for 7pm or 9pm Ch8 shows anymoreee. Pfft.

I got so worried for ECONS and STATS (I really don't want to forward any module or screw up my already screwed GPA even more) that I've been going Woodlands' Starbucks diligently for effective studying session with jojo sheez and maxe. It's super draining at the same time and I just can't believe how I've managed to drag myself there. Neither did I expect myself to turn down a private training even though I've got more than one day to study for the next paper. Perhaps this time I'm really afraid of failing and I hope to salvage things before it's too late. Thanks and love you forever Clement partner for understanding. I really needed that.

Ahhhhh~ idk. I feel so stressed up and very not myself. & having to bleed at this point of time only makes things worse. Urgh. I wish to get out of this whatever pessimistic, panicky and overly worried self. This shit stuff is making me v unhappy for one too many reasons.

Pardon me, this might just be the Exam Period. (pun intended)